I'm tired of trying to be what my parents want me to be, while all these bad things happen to me. So I've been doing things my way, and they're both mad at me. My parents have been divorced since I was three, and I've been trying to please them both, but since they're so different they couldn't get their marriage to work, I'm always torn between what he wants and what she wants. The last straw was when I tired to compromise between the two, and they both got mad at me. Now I do things my way without asking their opinion or telling them what I'm doing.

They are making me feel faithless, I don't mean spiritually, I mean I have no faith in the human race. They won't tell me what they're expecting of me, and every step that I make is another mistake. They have none of this answers and they don't know why I don't know either.

Every second I waste here makes me even more depressed. I want to move as far away as I can. I don't understand these people.